We started around 8 and I left the hospital a little before midnight. She asked if I had done this before and I said I hadn’t. She asked because she wanted to know what my body could take. We started with pills that went under my tongue so they’d melt while I was receiving a drip.
I am very familiar with feeling like one does not belong somewhere, feel like a burden, and not feel safe and seen with people around you. Because of my past with bullying, depression, and low self-esteem. These emotions are not new to me. And you know how we become what we would like to see in other people. Or is…
Boundaries only offend people who have none for you or themselves
Hi? I actually don’t know what to say. It’s been so long since you’ve heard from me. A lot has happened this year, the COVID-19 virus, the BLM movement, the SARS protest & more. I’m glad you’re here. Breathing, with me. That’s enough. Really, this year has been a lot. The reason for my unplanned break is not news to…
Hey you, how is the COVID-19 lockdown in your country? mine has been eased and I am worried, I hope they find a vaccine soon. The topic of my post is probably shocking to you. Especially my close friends. They know how I flow like a river, the pain, and the weird cravings that come with my period. I am…
The day before yesterday, I wore a yellow crop top and thongs, danced in front of my mirror smiling and laughing at myself. On Sunday, after Our President declared the lock-down. I had a panic attack. I had been home for days before it was officially declared that there was going to be a lockdown in my state and other…
I was nervous but not like soo nervous. Confused? well, that makes both of us. I had a photoshoot earlier with an old friend and I almost canceled the session. In fact, I did. She just did not see the message. My shoot was dragging and I was still nervous so I sent her a message about postponing. 30 minutes…
It’s 8;15 pm 29th of December, 2019 and I am writing this post. 15 minutes earlier I felt like a failure and sad that I did not do much in 2019. I went on my Instagram page, not sure what I was looking for, tapped a picture and the caption I used was ‘Where ever you are right nowLet it teach…
It’s such a complicated thing really. I sometimes imagine keeping the first child, he/she would have been also 5 years old. “Women are like teabags. We don’t know our true strength until we are in hot water.” – Eleanor Roosevelt This is the third episode in the Abortion series, please read with an open mind and share with a friend…
“Above all, be the heroine of your life, not the victim.” —Nora Ephron Here is the second story on the “My Abortion Story” series. The honesty of these stories makes my heart melt. if you have not read Episode 1 you should read itMy Abortion Story – Anonymous Submission Ep.1 1. Why did you decide that you were going to…